I wish I could go back
Back to what it was before it all happened
“You’re not meant to look back on the past.”
Put your eyes on the future
But how are you meant to stop looking at the past
When the past was your future
I want to go back
Back to when I had them
Back to when they were by my side
Back to when I felt free
Back to when everything was ok.
Back to when I didn’t have to fight to stay
I want to go back
Back to when I knew my future
Back to when I wasn’t crawling to get through a day
I want to go back
But I can’t go back
I can only go forward
Forward onto a new future
Things change
Look at the future
The future will become the past
There’s a reason it all happened
There’s a reason they all left
There’s a reason it wasn’t meant to be
There’s a reason
-Katie